purplish moods

BLANK

2006-11-27T14:00:00.000+08:00

well, shows what do you know now!

BANANASAREPURPLE!!!

relink pple, relink kays!

how to save a (my) life

2006-11-26T21:32:00.000+08:00

so i'm home from ogl camp! and i think that i had fun during the camp. everything was fun because you know you were not doing it alone. i mean, i was really surprised that miranda pple (even those from altas) could cheer together and just go crazy together.

ice breakers and csi game.
well i was the game ic for both events, and i think i really had fun during ice breakers. everybody just participated gamely without hestitation and it really thawed the ice between us la hahaha. and for csi i'm just grateful that there were banu and nicholas for company and talking cos it was just really boring waiting for people to come. haha.

mmm.
mmm was like walk walk walk walk walk my grp (grp 3) reached our first station at 10+, and the second at 12+, while i know grp 2 reached their third station at 12+! and earlier than ours hahaha. but i had fun during mmm cos of the friends i made, and we played this game sth mafia detective doctor that was really fun la hahaha. although we went thru the wind, sun, rain, whatever and was really tired la. but funnily when we went back to sch it seemed like everything was forgotten and we cheered loudly, sung the campfire songs hahahah banana song everything.

wet and wild
well we got really wet and wild. but my hair could dry really quick, so it seemed like not much of a trouble la hahaha. couldnt finish playing all the games though so it was quite a regret.

mass dance!
tokyo drift was like, i only know up to the chorus and first verse. but i think practice will make perfect bah. so no worries there. the couple dance was alright as well. i danced with wy la. and that ANGELA HUH. GRR. hahaha stupid jacob was like "psst eling see angela!" thanks ar thanks ar =)

i made a lot of friends this ogl camp la. my og pple angela larre wy i think we're gonna hv a blast with our og lor seriously. and i think miranda pple rocks socks totally. go fight win (sorry!) i cant get tt cheer out of my head la.

and group 3 pple! these are the people that walked all around pasir ris and tamp and changi together la. pple who played funny games, gossiped with (betty! hahaha) and there was this really good person with perfect sense of direction (jeslyn) can? ahahh

we rock socks la totally

oglogloglogl camp

2006-11-23T10:58:00.000+08:00

alright. off to ogl camp! miss me? let's hear some songs *uh huh uh huh hmm hmm hey hey woot woot cheers cheers ahem ahem yooooohooooo yooooohooooo uh huh uh huh hmm hmm hey hey woot woot * okay okay i get the idea.

my bag is ENORMOUS, and i'm bringing my sleeping bag along. hah, just imagine.

and i think i shall try to get a pic of angela sleeping! heh heh heh can blackmail.

bye guys! will be back on sat

oh no oh no oh no

2006-11-22T17:33:00.000+08:00

i have nothing to say. its like i get sick of blogging sometimes. and i do have something to blog about. like yesterday's trip to vivo and bugis with joelle and alvin. where i spent most of the time laughing at alvin when he was trying on his clothes for the prom, and suffering from a slightly twisted foot la- cos i fell down myself stupidly during training yesterday.

ogl is tomorrow. and i haven packed! oh i went home and slept instead.

when i was on the bus to school today, there was this woman in the bus. she was talking on the phone in such a loud voice, you would have thought that she was shouting all the way across the ocean to china. even with my mp3 on damn loud i hear whatever she was saying. which was just basically "yeah!" "i'm in the bus!" "reaching pasir ris already!" "okay see you bye!" - in coarse chinese of course.

urgh. people like that disguse me. alongside with PDAs (public displays of affections), dirty smelly people (catagory which i fall into sometimes cos of training), old men with flitting eyes, noisy chooren (happy chan?) and people who occupy more than one seat la. its like, sit one seat only mah, why u need so many seats? i've met this person before who put his hand on the seat beside him in this crowded bus la. crazy.

i just realised something. my PW group (me angela shairah pangyyu) has never met up to do our wr op outside of school before. we've only met a total of 2 times outside - one to do gpp the other to conduct our interview at STB la haha. but i think we were a good team, and we had fun la hahaha. i'm glad all of us are coming up together next year =)

a group picture of us outside STB! hahaha

should i should i should i should i?

2006-11-21T13:19:00.000+08:00

SHOULD I??

okay just go for a try right.you might never know what will happen too. maybe things will turn out just fine. or better than what i've expected. but really, SHOULD I??????

Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix

2006-11-19T14:47:00.000+08:00

okay everyone, screammmmmm!!!! the 5th Harry Potter movie is going to be out next year!!! 13th July 2007!

go watch the trailer at here

hahaha and in this movie something cool/shocking/funny/weird happens! but first,

Imelda Staunton playing Dolores Umbridge, my impression of Umbridge when reading the book was that i thought she would look like a really miserable pinched old Bitch, but from the picture she doesn't give off that kind of vibes to me so i guess only watching the movie can tell.

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HMMM...looks like harry has matured. omg i wonder how they'll film the 7th book that half blooded prince one cos it sure will show harry getting it on with ginny! HAHAHA.

okay i'm now looking for people to watch the movie with! hahaha. i still have the last movie's notebook. the one with viktor krum on it and i've never been able to bear to use it because the notebook has his face on it!! hahahahah and therefore my fav movie is still,

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u see viktor krum at the rightmost side? sighhhh

obsessive complusive

2006-11-18T23:14:00.001+08:00

nothing much to say. what's to say has already been exhausted (somewhere else). changed the blogskin and feel really bad now. so i'm off. being depressed. bye bye.

obsessive complusive

2006-11-18T23:14:00.000+08:00

nothing much to say. what's to say has already been exhausted (somewhere else). changed the blogskin and feel really bad now. so i'm off. being depressed. bye bye.

to sum it all up

2006-11-17T20:27:00.000+08:00

mondaytuesdaywednesdaythursdayfriday

tiredsadhappy!tiredhappy!

right. who am i kidding. i don't sum things up. i ramble on and on until you get sick of reading. haha. or am i not. whatever.

today went CHINATOWN to do our house identities. lame pple and teamwork made the time passed really fast and fun. i'm quite happy that miranda has such people. haha. and it was so weird la like pple keep looking at us doing our identities. chinatown has weird old pple. OLD pple. oh well i live in an ageing population. urrrr.

yesterday had training in the morning. then after that had some cip workshop at J8. well i was feeling tired and sunburnt and all, but other than feeling a bit sleepy i rather had fun during the workshop because the people there were fun. and i have a feeling that the cip camp would be quite fun too.. and so my partner SHARISSA CHAN we are gonna have fun!!! hahaha (not weirdo btw)

things have been becoming weird lately. like stuff would happen that are totally unexpected. i don't know what to make of it.

- a person who touched lives =)

on the 15th of nov, dazzalyn decruz ran away..

2006-11-15T19:59:00.000+08:00

well this morn i had some ice-breakers meeting at 9 in the morn, then at 10 had the csi briefing for ogl camp. i seem to have quite a good feeling about it because i rather had fun when i was playing the ice-breakers games. haha. (and i think i won't be able to sleep late these few weeks G-A-H)

after that went to meet dazzle at compass. we walked around ate shopped (i bought stuff!) then after that decided to go punggol plaza cos we've never been there before! well there wasn't anything much anyway, nothing much missed. and and and on the 15th of nov dazzalyn decruz ran away!!!

she really did run away. because she stole something from ntuc, when the police tried to catch her she ran away!! leaving me alone to pay for her steals. (pun intended)

oh well after her episode of stealing we went to this rooftop garden. sat on the grass and listened to some emo songs in my phone.(her, not me) then we walked all the way back to my house there.

and my day ends here! HAHA.

what a boring post

mood swings, tantrums, quarrels, cold wars, the end

2006-11-14T19:50:00.000+08:00

it is hard. hard to pretend that everything's fine when you are screaming and berating yourself silently inside.

because maybe, you're gonna be the one that saves me

2006-11-13T19:01:00.000+08:00

when i'm blabbering rubbish it shows that i am just trying to avoid the main topics at hand and that i don't wanna face it because it is really annoying like a thorn in my flesh or whatever you say it to be. I jJUST DON'T WANT TO FACE IT.

maybe i will be real rude. or cold. ah. forget it. i don't have the cool exterior that i admire so much in some other people. i tend to forget myself and go crazy. so i think i will just pretend as though everything's alright.

but,well, fuck it, you know it isn't.

you know it, and i know it too

how about this. you know you don't have enough already. so don't go around picking on those that you do have. and along with that? stop acting superior.

i just can't seem to get over it. i am so mad.
shut up shut up shut the fuck up
okay. i am over it.

today had some netball carnival at RGS and alvin i know you didn't go and watch so STOP MAKING FUN OF ME hahaha. it was damn funny being at orchard at 7 am in the morning and seeing orchard being so deserted and peaceful. you can even see people running along the streets. the trains were peaceful and seats were available, this was the first time that i was at orchard so early.

and DAZZALYN DECRUZ got a job!! i still wanna slack and not work..

- i need to go borrow books already. *raise eyebrows*

- and nope, i'm not doing anything that hurts me anymore. i won't intentionally anyway.

- been thinking of trying to make blogskins. findind pictures from photobucket! found some that i think is quite nice. mayb i'll use them for my own blog skin later. haha.

nice?

nice nice?? hahahah.

just a temperory measure

2006-11-12T16:03:00.000+08:00

-just a temperory thing, so i wouldn't go and hurt myself intentionally or unintentionally
well i do realise that life is precious now.

with all the chanting and praying going on, all that i could think of was only one thing.

it kept flashing through my mind, and the funny thing was?

i wonder if it would hurt as much as the idea actually does.

well i'm in no mood for anything now.

why?

2006-11-11T13:14:00.000+08:00

i joined because i had so much during the first time that i joined, so i thought i could experience that kind of joy and fun i had that time again. but i didn't appreciate your sniggering, your confusion, and your "superiority"

and i know. you guys hate it when we compare, when we think back to the past times, when we had so much fun. i too, hate people to compare. because more often than not, comparison often makes u feel worst off. you are unable to get back the same feelings, and so you think what you have now is lousy. but let's think this way, you need to give us time to get over our bad feelings towards you, because what we had in the past was really good, and you guys have no idea. what we saw yesterday, was really a blow to our expectations. and i return, i promise, i will put in all my best for this. i promise.

and all this is dedicated to jacob. yeah?

i'm freaking tired and aching. and i've to go to the funeral for the whole day again. urgh.

well i like the awesome cheer anyhow. =)

the way i do

2006-11-09T19:24:00.000+08:00

i listened to that song about 4 times on my way home from compass point with dazzle yesterday. but let me clarify, i was NOT being emo. i had no reasons to haha.

you're sunlight in my eyes

i need you, like the ocean needs the tide

and i would like to say something. i absolutely abhor posers.

shit. tmr training. and the no. of rounds to run has increased.

the end of JC1!

2006-11-08T22:22:00.000+08:00

with the submission of my I&R, my JC1 year offically ends today! the I&R seems to be the most easiest for me. i submitted god-knows how many drafts for the PI, GPP, EOM, WR, OP. but my I&R? i submitted a total for 4 drafts, of which draft 1-3 were the same drafts because ms yeo didn't even read the first few! so i can say that i handed up only 2 drafts before it was okay-ed.=D

okay and you guys know what? i think i'm going to work. at least on weekends. but right now i'm still quite gonna slack at home? i will get to work but maybe after the CIP camp, which means starting in dec? haha. i want to slack slack slack but money's always an issue.

started watching devil beside you today! i know i know- i am wayyyyy late but who cares? i have the time now to watch! hahaha. and i just finished the first episode. the actors in the series are like swooooon worthyyy totally. =)=)=)=)

and joelle, cannot MJ at my house laaaa got pple one. urs?
i wanna meet someone, can u agree?

right right right

2006-11-07T21:33:00.000+08:00

OP's OVER! i mean obviously we were lucky that we got accessors like mr hon and ms wong that could actually crack jokes during the incredibly tense Q&A session. that made us feel much better and relaxed, to continue the nonsenscial questions they were shooting at us.

now that OP's over, chinese A's over, it almost feels like the school year's coming to an end. maybe i should start mugging for next year alr. i need to read up on physical geog and econs.

it's funny. after this holiday, we won't be feeling bored and useless for a long time. next year's going to be one whole rush. block tests, exams, prelims, A lvls, physical geog, macroecons, maths and all. yucks.

moody people just turns me off. i guess you have a right to be moody, but you affect people around you. do you even bother to take a look around you? are we to constantly put up with your consistent moodiness, your snappish moments, your oversensitivity, your inconsiderate remarks? please, the next time you feel like being moody, take a look around you. you have friends around you that could, and would be your listening ear.

i need plans for the holidays. and plans that are actually feasible and attractive to me. right now i'm just kinda floating around, and i think i want to meet somebody. but i'm shy. HAHA.weirdo.

some questions

2006-11-06T19:38:00.000+08:00

what is it with guys and mushy love songs?? my impression of guys is that they are into the rock, rnb, hip-hop kind of music, hahahah but now i've seen some guys who are into the "mushy love songs" kind. i guess if they like those kind of music, and is not abashed to share it, then its alright for them then. =/

but songs that a person like, can reflect a lot about the person, don't you think?

for example, a person that likes ballades, love songs.. can be called as someone who knows how to relax, and to enjoy life? on the other hand, a person that likes hard mental like slipknot, is a person that can't find any other outlet to express their frustrations? so what about me? i like a mixture of ballades, with rnb, hip-hop, with some intense emo songs and all that. where would i fit myself in?

haha. i guess that shows that i have no talents to major in psychology.

here's another revelation:
PW is stealing my friends away.....

they've been busy concerned with their PW everyday, and i feel sad because they are too busy to have fun... alright shall say no more.

hopefully after tmr it will all be over and we will go and have fun again. i'm still thinking of excuses to NOT to work.

i feel happy tho. hahaha

PUMPKIN!

2006-11-06T10:19:00.000+08:00

went for tan siyuan's birthday celebration ytd at liankai's house! it was supposedly to have some halloween theme as well but nobody dressed up except seetha, and some others haha. and now i'm blogging in the school com lab because there's nothing to do.

here's his cake, the SCREAM. so cool laaa

oh and i carved my PUMPKIN! it's like the best out of the rest all because mine HAD EYEBROWS! and a LARGE GRIN! it was the most special because it wasnt the last to stop burning, idol's one was!

SO NICE RIGHT!

i mean, when u compare it to the others, like weiping's or whatever, they pale in comparsion laaaa

see see see they pale in comparsion can hahaha.

anyw happy birthday MR TAN SIYUAN AGAIN!

grandfather birthday celebration!

2006-11-04T23:13:00.000+08:00

today was my grandfather's birthday celebration! went to our aunt's place to celebrate! pics shall be up!

there was this opiang looking cake la! costed $65, and i thought it was going to be an ice-cream cake or whatever, and the words on the cake was what dazzle taught me to say! but cos it was alr on the cake alr, and it felt a bit cliched to say it in front of everyone, so i didn't. haha.

this is my grandfather, looking damn hip in the nike shirt right! happy birthday ah kong!

and i have a LOT of kiddy cousins. the oldest of the cousins is like ard 20, serving NS, the youngest is like 2-3 yrs old. and i'm the eldest granddaughter in the family. but those kiddy cousins are really cute la. funny.

and my mother side is really huge. same as my father side of the family. like, really huge. and each set comes complete with aunts, uncles, granddaughters, grandsons, and even greatgrandsons. uhhh.

FUNNY.

oh today i bought masks to wear tmr! 1 for me 1 for marcus! tmr gonna wear for the hallowean party at liankai's house! let's end this with, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AH KONG(grandfather)!

no more chinese lessons for the rest of my life!!

2006-11-03T19:28:00.000+08:00

today was chinese A lvls, and i think what most of us were thinking while doing the paper was, "wth the paper is so much shorter and its passages were so much shorter as compared to ours!". it is not to say that the A lvl's damn easy or what but it just goes to say how kiasu MJ is. the first passage is like, half of what we had for promos. i almost couldn't finish my paper during promos, and this time i had like 15mins free to slack. haha. now's just wait for the results to come next yr.

i don't think i'll have much things to do during the holidays, and i don't feel like going to work. how how how i'm gonna to be so damn bored once PW is over and all. then because i'm broke i don't feel like gg shopping cause its totally depressing. all i wanto do now is to go to the beach and cycle and sit on the rocks all. so anyone on?

and i so foresee mahjong sessions all holidays, movie sessions maybe? urgh there's nothing in my life totally now.

blahblahblahhatepwblahblahblah

2006-11-01T22:36:00.000+08:00

maybe if you read the title of this entry really carefully you'll find something there.

oh man com lab 5 smells like a MacDonald now.

i slept slept slept so i didn't wake up to go to the year-end bash

2006-10-30T20:24:00.000+08:00

YUP. and i think my blog title says it all. hahaha.

so now as i'm typing this i bet chan dazz jeremy angela simyee jacob py all are like having fun in the school hall? HAHA. yup, i bet, sure fun. i wonder if sharissa's wearing her wedding dress, it was so nice when she showed me and dazzle it!

tmr we're getting back our result slips. LOL.

found our"tennis" partners! or rather, tennis balls partners!

LOL. and dazzle's shoe had to make an appearance. oh i bet dazzle's wearing her delicious low-cut dress to the bash right! HAHA.

I FEEL A ROTI PRATA CRAVING SUDDENLY. =( AND RAMEN CRAVING. AND STEAMBOAT!! BUT NOT SAKAE. =(

MY TOP 3 (HATED) SONGS

2006-10-29T17:41:00.000+08:00

i don't usually dislike something to this extend. but somehow these 3 songs really really just makes me hate it. and i hate it immensely, the kind like the instant i hear it, i would switch to the loudest, noisiest, disruptive song in my shuffle to drown it out. i daresay, i hate it even more then i hate durians. okay, so here goes.

"Hips Don't Lie" by Shakirah
"Tokyo Drift" by some stupid Boys
"I Write Sins Not Tragedies" by Panic! At The Disco

so now you guys know. and i think i will need to learn how to deal with my hatred of the songs soon. damn. damn people with damn lousy taste. no, no, not meaning you.

its all about guys who TURN YOU ON

2006-10-27T23:38:00.000+08:00

okay, i admit, i like guys who have a certain hairstyle. like, i.e. the shaven kind. but they are really cute la! just look okay. LOOK. LOOK.

this guy that played VIKTOR KRUM. BEST BEST BEST. some pple dun agree la but who cares. is always been an issue. =)

MATTHEW FOX. okay nothing much more to be said. the picture speaks for itself.

then ZIDANE. altho everyone tells me he's old but i say, OLD=MORE MONEY laaaaa. hehe.

okay, here comes my newest celebrity crush. WENTWORTH MILLER from PRISON BREAK.

basically everybody should watch this show la. its like the most intricate show with complex plots and sub-plots running all over and overlapping itselfs. it is the new kind of tv drama series, one that engages the viewers into its plots and draws them into eagerly watching it weekly. and it sure helps that the actors are all HOT. esp WENTWORTH MILLER

what can i say, WENTWORTH MILLER I <3 YOU

everything happens for a reason

2006-10-26T21:19:00.000+08:00

I believe that things happen for a reason. If you are experiencing something really bad now, don't be too upset, or think of giving up, because i believe that it is merely a test that the "higher upper almighty" is giving. and for one to truly succeed in life, we have to overcome all the obstacles and tests.

i think i am an example.

when i was in sec 2, i scored really bad, and got posted into the last class in sec 3. none of my choices to be in the pure sciences class, or the A maths class was given to me. i felt real terrible and inferior at that time, because all my close friends were in the top 3 classes, i felt so inferior and ashamed of myself. but thanks to the encouragement of my seniors, and the fact that my friends didn't abandon me, i got over it, like around in sec 4 i think.

then i worked really hard during the prelims and Os, and i scored 12 and 10 pts respectively for the exams. but still i admit, this is because my subjects were damn easy. like combined sci, e maths, haix. and then i got into MJC. but during the release of the o lvl results, when e principal announced that i got 10 pts to the entire sec 4 cohort, that was the happiest time of my life, it seemed to make me glad that i was posted to that last class, and it made up for all my sadness and feelings of inferiority.

then to this year, i tried out for council, and didn't make it. damn that was one of the hardest times, i really thought i couldn't survive in MJ anymore, i thought everyone would look at me, and whisper between themselves that i was a loser. i was bitter towards those who were the leaders, because i wasn't one myself. i hated myself, and this school, for making me feel belonged, yet it dealt me such a blow.

but slowly, time healed everything. i can say this now. i've gotten over not being selected in council. i believe that there was a reason why i wasn't selected to be in the council. and i'm glad that i didn't get into it. judging from my results, i say thank goodness i had time to study. for me, it kinda made up all the sadness and misery i got when i didn't get into council.

so i just wanna say this, don't let this test now block you from your future. dont let overtake your life. take this test now as a stepping stone, know that once you get over it, greener pastures will be ahead. you will always have friends here who will be there for you. don't let the awful feelings of now overcome you. things will and can only get better from now.

the ultra-mega-bloodyfantastic

2006-10-25T20:18:00.000+08:00

I have so many gorgeous pics of fashion now because of my pw subject, fashion! and these pics are so gorgeous, i feel like using them for my blogskins, but i have no idea how to make blogskins! i swear, by the end of this holiday, i am going to learn HOW to make them, hahaha!

ytd was movies and katong laksa at simyee's house and katong respectively, today was lerkthai with jeremy jacob siewming and jeremy's friend! LOL and we played daidi for around 1 hr plus aft we migrated to the coffeeshop for dessert.

watched the first episode of the dvd love at harvard that dazz lent me. not bad but how come they portray life in university to be so bad? i thot teachers told us JC life's the hardest to go thru alr, once u survive jc life university life would be a breeze alr? damn.

it screwed up lah

2006-10-25T00:39:00.000+08:00

i've been filling my life with vcds, dvds, comp, books, television, OP, the life of a slacker. there will not be room for such luxuries next year so i think i better treasure it now. there's something missing in my life now. i think i am more suited for stress and things to do, instead of letting me slack around like this. this is detrimental to my life.

i questioned myself somewhere during this year if i were suited to jc life, but i think i found the answer now.

my priorities seem to have undergone a change. what i had viewed as important seem to have diminished in importance now.

and i need to go to bed. as soon as my ipod finishes "updating". fuck it. it has been doing so for the past 2-3 hrs.

2006-10-22T22:02:00.000+08:00

okay tell me if i'm too domineering or controlling. tell me. i think i might be just stepping over that line real soon, if not already.

"we only want to talk"

2006-10-22T19:22:00.000+08:00

i tell you what's weird. achieving that perfect 4 cards YET AGAIN. for the third time. and each time i got it around 12 midnight.

my weekend was boring. and i slept from 7pm on fri night to 12pm on sat noon. watched 5 ep of princess hrs on youtube. but vcds are definitely better.

today met dazz and we went library to borrow books. i need new shirts desperately. this calls for a shopping excursion ya? this whole next week's gonna be OP week. i just hope that everyone's responsible and do their part of the job. this is almost the last lap already.

my comp mointor's died on me. currently using my sister's com. oh well at least we've progressed on from when we only used to have 1 comp with my brother and i fighting over the use of it. we have 3 computers at home now. but mine's still the best. only that the mointor died on me.

somethings i wanna say out, but there never seem to be the right time to say it. and its frustrating me.

let me cater to you

2006-10-19T21:30:00.000+08:00

grades are finally distributed. i can safely say, i am happy with my grades.

gp-B
chinese-B
h1 maths-B
h2 geog-B
h2 lit-C
h2 econs-C

WR's done, ready for submission tmr.

I NOT WEIRDO LA.

2006-10-18T20:53:00.000+08:00

JUST NOW I WAS HOME ALONE, AND TALKING TO SHARISSA ONLINE MSN, THIS BIRD ( I THINK HUMMINGBIRD) JUST FLEW IN AND PERCHED ON THE WINDOW GRILL. THEN IT STARED AT ME A WHILE, AND FLEW OUT. AFTER ONE MINUTE IT FLEW IN AGAIN, AND PERCHED ON THE SPEAKER OF MY SIS'S PHONE!!!!!! THEN IT FLEW INTO MY PARENT'S ROOM!!!! I SHOOED IT AWAY WITH MY BROTHER'S SCH PANTS AND CLOSED ALL WINDOWS. I HATE BIRDS FROM NOW. NOT AFRAID LIKE DAZZLE-SHARISSA AFRAID BUT HATE.

LOOK AT THE BLOODY BIRD PERCHED ON MY SIS'S SPEAKERS!!! I CANNOT BELIEVE IT!! BIRDS SHOULD BE SCARED OF ME!! I AM BIGGER THAN IT 1564841634 TIMES!!! I HATE BIRDS!! I HATE BIRDS!!

okay. i am definitely NOT a weirdo. and i think i will pray tonight (tho i hv no idea how to so i'll just pray in my own manner) for everyone. i love everyone and i don't want to see anyone sad. he study area today was like Gloom and Depression. everyone, we'll make it together.

I LOVE EVERYONE

2006-10-17T19:59:00.000+08:00

I LOVE PW I LOVE MY PW GROUP I LOVE ANGELA I LOVE SHAIRAH I LOVE PANGYU (FAKE) I LOVE MY PW TEACHER I LOVE MJC I LOVE PROMOS I LOVE MY CLASS I LOVE ECONS I LOVE CHINESE I LOVE GP.

that shall be all until i find out whether i love my other subs as well =)

now i'm so deadbeat, i'm gg off to bed at 11. byebye.

IT HAPPENED AGAIN

2006-10-16T17:51:00.000+08:00

as in my previous post, i must mention this again, the PERFECT 4 CARDS HAPPENED YET AGAIN! SERIOUS. I'M NOT LYING HERE. AND I DIDN'T PLOT FOR THIS TO HAPPEN.

i swear i'm going to be like so obsessed with it.

and today simyee borrowed princess hours from some video rental shop! i also want! anyone know of a good place where i can go to borrow dvds or vcds and all that? pls tell me!

anywhere but here

2006-10-15T13:57:00.000+08:00

i swear there're like about 1589564898316 places i'll rather be at now. and that includes being in school, running, walking, watching movies, fine, even open house.

which brings me to say, i should just give it a mention. last fri was MJ's open house. and the visitors were mainly people from the east side, and may i mention i met some really stupid (sec 4) people. uh huh.

ok. i cleaned up my table yesterday night. took 2 hours to do so. here's the before and after.

no points for guessing which one's before and after. and the reason why my table's so clean now's because i threw away some 6 bags worth of notes and papers (last yr's). how come i always have so much things on my table. and give my table 3 days it'll revert back to before.

so after i cleaned up my table, i did some stupid things with the poker cards, and look at the result i got.

for those that don't know what's gg on, too bad, haha. but i swear this result was not planned and schemed by me. really. haha.

There's always that one person
That will always have your heart
You never see it coming
Cause you're blinded from the start
Know that you're that one for me
It's clear for everyone to see
Ooh baby ooh you'll always be my boo

Do you remember girl
I was the one who gave you your first kiss
Cause I remember girl
I was the one who said put your lips like this
Even before all the fame and
People screaming your name
Girl I was there when you were my baby

It started when we were younger
You were mine my boo
Now another brother's taken over
But its still in your eyes my boo
Even though we used to argue it's alright
I know we haven't seen each other
In awhile but you will always be my boo

I was in love with you when we were younger
You were mine my boo
And I see it from time to time
I still feel like my boo
And I can see it no matter
How I try to hide my boo
Even though there's another man who's in my life
You will always be my boo

Yes I remember boy
Cause after we kissed
I could only think about your lips
Yes I remember boy
The moment I knew you were the one
I could spend my life with
Even before all the fame
And people screaming your name
I was there and you were my baby

i wish i knew

2006-10-15T01:49:00.000+08:00

to that insensitive jerk,
there won't be any more expectations of your transformation in the near future after your wonderful performance of shooting your mouth off on that day

enough said.

and btw, i do not want anyone to question that. fuck off and ask no questions. leave me alone.

tmr's still a long day. anyone wants to ask me out? i'm up for anything. really. sharissa u wanna go out?

anything beats the pre-results nerves.

FAKE

2006-10-12T22:50:00.000+08:00

i can't stand the superficiality of some people.

you wanted it,

you got it,

now you're complaining you have it.

my point? shut up about it.

i have a SERIOUS craving for sakae now. seriously. i'm like gg ard asking random people to eat with me. oh and along with that, other cravings include MAHJONG SHOPPING ROTI PRATA a lot a lot la.

the form is lying in my bag now, i'm wondering if i shld fill it up. and to hand it in if i decide to fill it up. i dont think i would want to work with these people, but i know it would be fun. but then again, how fun it would be is dependent on the people, the timing, and the attitudes of the people.

and judging by who is organising it, uh huh. the answer shld seem obvious alr huh.

but i'm still unsure.

and on the boyfriend front, yup he's grown to his fullest potential alr, and i've taken him out of the water. so now he's shrinking.

LET ME LOVE YOU- mario

2006-10-11T14:27:00.000+08:00

Baby I just don't get it
Do you enjoy being hurt?
I know you smelled the perfume, the make-up on his shirt
You don't believe his stories
You know that they're all lies
Bad as you are, you stick around and I just don't know why

If I was ya man (baby you)
Never worry bout (what I do)
I'd be coming home (back to you)
Every night, doin' you right
You're the type of woman (deserves good thangs)
Fistful of diamonds (hand full of rings)
Baby you're a star (I just want to show you, you are)

You should let me love you
Let me be the one to give you everything you want and need
Baby good love and protection
Make me your selection
Show you the way love's supposed to be
Baby you should let me love you, love you, love you

BOYFRIEND!

2006-10-10T00:22:00.000+08:00

dear, omg dairy!
CHAD is so big now!

and i think today he talked to me a bit! i mean, i said "hi chad!" when i got home just now and i think he smiled at me a lil! i mean, he was in the water so i couldn't really see for sure but i really really think he smiled at me! you see, time really brings us closer.

he still can grow (i think), i put him in the water on sat night, 72 hrs shld be.. hmm.. thurs? no no its wed. no! its tues! ah hah. i cant wait. after he's grown i can take him out and all that! and i will tell sharissa to HANDS OFF!

psst dairy sharissa's jealous of chad, she wants a guy of her own. don't tell anyone else okay? secret. =)

WHY WHY WHY

2006-10-09T21:01:00.000+08:00

dear diary (i have a feeling i will spell u wrongly and call u dairy or sth)
few days back i exclaimed "NO MORE PROMOS" and no more MUGGING so why am i still doing this? I HATE DOING WR. ESP SINCE NONE OF MY GRP PPLE ARE ONLINE YET. THE RED SPLASHED ACROSS MY WR IS KILLING ME.

AND DID I MENTION I HATE PEOPLE WHINNING SO IF YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE PLS STOP IT. I HATE IT. and of course this isn't something randomly it has been building up for quite a while alr.

I AM SO BITCHING NOW BECAUSE I GOT A HEADACHE AND I'M WHINING TO MY COMPUTER HERE AND HE ISNT RESPONDING! I CAN'T THINK OF A THING TO SAY FOR MY PROPOSALS OMFG. WTH. WTF. SHIT.

yes CHAD is still growing. damn big alr.

MY BOYFRIEND IS GROWING!

2006-10-08T22:19:00.000+08:00

dear diary,
today my boyfriend grew some more! now he's bigger than the size of my hand alr. i cant wait to see how big he will be, u see, he can grow for 72 hours (this seems to sound quite wrong but somehow i can't place my finger on it so i'm leaving it!)

and i haven named him yet, my brother gave him the name of CHAD but i'm like not quite liking it but its okay i cant think of another name for him anyway so CHAD it is! and just to give u an idea how he has grown, take a look!

from this ytd he has become this! today!

u see? he is SO BIG NOW! and just now i tried to talk to him about what happened today but he didnt reply to me. i think we still need time to get to know each other before we can talk about stuff that really matters. i'm telling you, diary, this only because i know you wont make fun of me or anything. correct?

but i'm kinda quite hurted that CHAD didnt reply me tho. =(

I BOUGHT A BOYFRIEND TODAY

2006-10-07T23:11:00.000+08:00

Instructions for use:

Place your grow item in room temperature water. It will begin to grow within2 hours and will be full size in 72 hours. When removed from water it will slowly shrink back to its original size. Your grow item can be grown again and again!!

yup, that's my purchase for the day!!!

GROW A BOYFRIEND (mr right grows 600% his size in water!!)

Top 10 reasons why you should grow your own boyfriend:

Free movie and dinner date
he's polite!
always there when you need him
he NEVER SNORES
NEVER argues
ALWAYS agrees
he ALWAYS shuts up
NEVER looks at your credit card bills
he doesnt CHEW with his mouth open-in fact, he doesn't CHEW at all!!!!!
and he doesnt look at you like your nuts when you buy another pair of shoes

YOU SEE WHAT I MEAN?? hahah this is so perfect. i can grow him as and when i like, and he will shrink back to the small size that he came in, AND THE BEST PART IS HE IS MINE!!!! DO NOT HAVE TO SHARE!!!

i was so crazily excited when i saw it la, and i wanted mel to help me buy it cos if not it would be rather embarassing but in the end i bought it MYSELF! i pretended that i was buying it for another friend and i think the salesperson was fooled by me!

wahahahaha i am a pro. (yes i am)

(yes i am)

i'm gg to keep you guys updated on his growth, and maybe bring him to school! but right now, he's only this small =(

so today i went out with mel (that girl was wearing dunno what la!) and it was the first time i went out with her NOT TO MUG. haha. i must really go out with all my mugging mates. joelle are you reading this? =)

walked all ard and then we met jacob jeremy and sally to eat dinner at new york new york, this restaurant at citylink. WE ( me jacob) SAW CHOCOLATE FONDUE SO ITS A MUST THAT WE'RE GG TO GO BACK AND EAT THAT OKAY JACOB!

they had free candy floss! and i was eating it and watching hot guys. only that none of them came la haha. and jeremy thinks he's the next santa claus that's coming to town la. too late you're alr in town! LOL DAMN FUNNY RIGHT.=)

nothing just being random. =) i think you guys can tell i'm being damn high.

i seriously have a problem now. its been bothering me. even my brother can tell my problem. i really need u guys to help me.

WHAT AM I GOING TO NAME MY BOYFRIEND?? pple pls help me!

and for dazzalyn. i WORE THAT SHIRT TODAY LA!

you will always be my

2006-10-07T01:03:00.000+08:00

first of all let's announce this. PROMOS ARE OVER!! the intense mugging, the late nights, the huge stacks of notes, the sitting on my chair at my table in my room in my jacket with the air-con on full blast at night, over! (FOR THE TIME BEING)

like for the period of 1-2 week perhaps.

then its back to that cycle. but for now at least i got the excuse to sit in front of the comp and do sth about WR!

ok whatever.

went to town to shop and then east coast to chill! laughed a lot and ate HOT stuff. i am so not made to eat hot stuff i seriously think.

so let's contemplate this, what if you were on a deserted island, and the only person marooned on that island with you, was a disgusting, vile man?

would you under the circumstances befriend that man, and even talk to him? there is NOBODY ELSE on that island. NOBODY ELSE. wouldn't the normal human being succumb to his natural instinct to NOT be a loner?

uh its late. my bed's calling for me.

I AM NOT A WEIRDO AND I DIDNT RUN AWAY ON ANY DAY OKAY. TO MELANIE AND DAZZLE AND SHARISSA. I DID NOT.

URGH

2006-10-05T23:42:00.000+08:00

and it all boils down to this. whether you want to, or whether you need to.

JACOB IS A BIG BROTHER TODAY!!

2006-10-04T18:33:00.000+08:00

erm, correction, today jacob is no longer our little brother but a big brother alr!! (still sounds wrong tho) but whatever HAPPY BIRTHDAY JACOB THAM suck-my-thumb-until-it-is-numb!

(psst i wanted to complain about somethings but i decided that in honour of MR THAM's birthday i shall not!-leaving it to some other day)

picture this: you were having such a good time, but somehow, somewhr, sometime, it just happened. and it made it so annoyed and pissed that it had to happen. you start to wonder why you had ever felt that way. then you begin to change your opinion and feelings about it.

my point is, would you stand and do nothing about it, (and hopefully you get over it) or would you actually DO something about it?

and what if, something similar had happened before? would it be your fault then (most likely), or would it still be it's fault?

i really dunno, and i don't know who to tell to. i am in serious trouble here.

CHANGE OF BLOGSKIN AND EVERYTHING ELSE WOULD BE UP AFTER PROMOS! =)

nobody is updating!

2006-10-03T17:50:00.000+08:00

so, just after 2 days of exams we are left with 1/2 h2 paper and 2 h1 papers! i feel like i've been writing non-stop these past 2 days. like, gp 3 hrs, econs 3 hrs, geog 3 hrs, lit 2 hrs. i feel like i've been writing SO MUCH.

wait. i've been writing so much.

its time to take a breather, and then carry on with the papers left. do not give up guys, because this is going to be over soon, and then its CHIONG........ to have fun.

i'm gonna shop till i drop, play till i faint, eat till i'm big, and SMILE AND NEVER FROWN!! (psst they rhyme right??) =)

and i just feel like updating because it feels like half the battle's alr done!

i am being so cheerful, something is seriously wrong with me

new word for the day (week)

2006-09-29T10:18:00.000+08:00

MUGGERIDIANS.

you are, i am, he is, she is, they are, it is (for pangyu), WE ARE ALL.

because we are from muggeridian junior college. =)

baby am i doing too much?

2006-09-27T20:42:00.000+08:00

i said i would give up. am i doing too much?

i remember this whole year, the details just seem to be at my fingertips only. so many new things happened this year, so many new people i've met, the new things i've learnt this year, the different outlooks that i have now, the new things i've been exposed to, i used to question, am i in the right path?

but i don't ask myself that anymore, because one, this path is what i've chosen, i cannot have any regrets about it.

two, the people that i've met this year in mjc, my og, 06A202, 06A302, alhena, are really precious people that i think i would have been missing out a lot on, if i hadn't been given the chance to know them.

three, this path is merely a stepping stone for me to go on and achieve what i really want in the future. and for that i shall grit my teeth and march on.

so this is the last league of the race already, we are so close to promos already, i can already smell the fresh new exam scripts. let's hold on, and run finish the race together, because as we know, victory is the sweetest when it is shared.

What if i say...

2006-09-25T21:23:00.000+08:00

That you do not really need to study to be successful?

That the values that we've been instilled with since young are merely scare-tactics to make you study, they tell us "the more you study, the more successful you will be" ?

And, you remember that we do not really need to study to be successful?

So, why are we still studying here?

More:

I'm leaving messages and voicemails, Telling you i miss you, Baby am i doing too much?

Why you tryin diss me, When I just wanna kiss you, Baby am I doing too much?

Tell me what's the issue, Who I give these lips to, Baby am I doing too much?

This is turning into, Something I ain't hip to, Baby am I doing too much?

I THINK.

2006-09-24T14:23:00.000+08:00

I THINK..

I THINK...

I THINK....

I THINK I'M GIVING UP.

i'm giving up on this, because i simply cant see anymore than that. maybe there will be, but i'm not holding any more hopes for that.

SO SWEET

2006-09-23T22:04:00.000+08:00

JOELLE IS SO SWEET!

hahaha. she likes grrrreeen and i like purrrrple. and that's the colour of my nike $139 shoes! pefect combi. LOL.

today-mildly productive.
1. mugged with joelle saw LOADS OF SRJC PPLE. according to joelle. =D okay everyone shut up!
2. met dazz and jeremy for dinner at white sands! two brainer vibrator damn cold

somehow i hv a tag buddy now! yihao, joelle's friend. HI TAG BUDDY! nv seen in real life before though. haha.

and oh, i want to jio pple to eat jalan kayu's prata! PPLE JIO ME!

my new mugging food : mango yogurt!

okay somehow i wanted to blog more. but since i have the mugging mood now, bye pple!

considering

2006-09-21T19:17:00.000+08:00

yes. considering what jacob wrote in his blog, the post about wanting true friends that makes you feel so comfortable that you feel like they accept you simply because of who you are, i agree, jacob. i agree.

i never really considered who are my true friends. i guess this year has been really trying, because friends i previously thought were my real friends, they just disappeared. i missed them a lot. i had feared this, because i know that i would be in a different school from them already, we would not have the opportunity to meet up as often as we could, and had, in secondary school. you had no idea how much it hurted me last thurs.

but on the other hand, i now appreciate the effort that one has to put in to maintain their friendships. despite being in different schools, the effort put in to meet up every once in a while, is the true evidence of friendship. the knowing we are in different places experiencing different events now, does not hinter, or cool down our friendship still, i thank you guys for that.

i guess i never really had a best friend. i dont even know how it is, that a person becomes your best friend. i've been pondering that for a long time. how do you gauge whether a friend is your best friend? is there some sort of a line that you cross, and after crossing that line, that friend is suddenly your best friend? maybe the fact that i never thought myself to truly have a best friend stems from my insecurity within myself.

oh. this feels silly. but i just wanna thank dazz, for making me feel like i could call her any time to chat, and talk about everything.

and of course including everyone from bowen that i still keep in contact with now. i dont wanna name names, because i would not remember all of them, but i thank you guys.

ohh. i'm gg drink my mugging drink now.

NO. NO. NO.

2006-09-20T19:55:00.000+08:00

let me stay in this shell, i never want to know the other side of the story. i just want to be right where i am now. there will be never those times, the laughter, the tears, the i-just-want-it-that-way moods, the mindless teasings, the, the, let me stay right where i am now. please. i don't ever want anything to change.

its all piling up, everything's coming to an end, why is it that humans only learn to appreciate what they have always taken for granted, when they are about to be taken from you?

everyone, just shut up.

LOL. ANOTHER ONE.

2006-09-19T23:39:00.000+08:00

"Stan"

My tea's gone cold I'm wondering why I..got out of bed at all
The morning rain clouds up my window..and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'll all be gray,but your picture on my wall
It reminds me, that it's not so bad,it's not so bad..

Dear Slim, I wrote but you still ain't callinI left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn, you must not-a got 'em
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin
Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'embut anyways; fuck it, what's been up?
Man how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'ma call her?I'ma name her Bonnie
I read about your Uncle Ronnie too
I'm sorryI had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fanI even got the underground shit that you did with Skam
I got a room full of your posters and your pictures man
I like the shit you did with Rawkus too, that shit was fat
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back,just to chat, truly yours, your biggest fan
This is Stan

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote, I hope you have a chanceI ain't mad -
I just think it's FUCKED UP you don't answer fans
If you didn't wanna talk to me outside your concert you didn't have to, but you coulda signed an autograph for Matthew
That's my little brother man, he's only six years old
We waited in the blistering cold for you,four hours and you just said, "No."
That's pretty shitty man - you're like his fuckin idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more than I do
I ain't that mad though, I just don't like bein lied to
Remember when we met in Denver - you said if I'd write youyou would write back - see I'm just like you in a wayI never knew my father neither;
he used to always cheat on my mom and beat her
I can relate to what you're saying in your songs so when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on cause I don't really got shit else so that shit helps when I'm depressed
I even got a tattoo of your name across the chest
Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds
It's like adrenaline, the pain is such a sudden rush for me
See everything you say is real, and I respect you cause you tell it
My girlfriend's jealous cause I talk about you 24/7
But she don't know you like I know you Slim, no one does
She don't know what it was like for people like us growin up
You gotta call me man, I'll be the biggest fan you'll ever loseSincerely yours, Stan --
P.S.We should be together too

Dear Mister-I'm-Too-Good-To-Call-Or-Write-My-Fans,
this'll be the last package I ever send your ass
It's been six months and still no word - I don't deserve it?
I know you got my last two letters;I wrote the addresses on 'em perfect
So this is my cassette I'm sending you, I hope you hear it
I'm in the car right now, I'm doing 90 on the freeway
Hey Slim, I drank a fifth of vodka, you dare me to drive?
You know the song by Phil Collins, "In the Air of the Night"about that guy who coulda saved that other guy from drowningbut didn't, then Phil saw it all, then at a a show he found him?That's kinda how this is, you coulda rescued me from drowning
Now it's too late - I'm on a 1000 downers now, I'm drowsy and all I wanted was a lousy letter or a callI hope you know I ripped +ALL+ of your pictures off the wall
I love you Slim, we coulda been together, think about it
You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it
And when you dream I hope you can't sleep and you SCREAM about it
I hope your conscience EATS AT YOU and you can't BREATHE without me
See Slim; Shut up bitch! I'm tryin to talk!
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screamin in the trunk but I didn't slit her throat, I just tied her up, see I ain't like you cause if she suffocates she'll suffer more, and then she'll die too
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now
Oh shit, I forgot, how'm I supposed to send this shit out

Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner but I just been busy
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flattered you would call your daughter that and here's an autograph for your brother,I wrote it on the Starter capI'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I musta missed you
Don't think I did that shit intentionally just to diss you
But what's this shit you said about you like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin dogg,c'mon - how fucked up is you?
You got some issues Stan, I think you need some counseling to help your ass from bouncing off the walls when you get down some
And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other or maybe you just need to treat her better
I hope you get to read this letter, I just hope it reaches you in time before you hurt yourself, I think that you'll be doin just fine if you relax a little,
I'm glad I inspire you but Stan why are you so mad?
Try to understand, that I do want you as a fan
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago that made me sick
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge and had his girlfriend in the trunk, and she was pregnant with his kidand in the car they found a tape,
but they didn't say who it was toCome to think about, his name was..
it was you
Damn.

mirror mirror on the wall

2006-09-18T20:59:00.000+08:00

i SO WANT A MIRROR IN MY ROOM RIGHT NOW!! i find that i am lacking personality in my room, despite it being painted a lime green, (no wonder i wake up every morning with a green face) my room has no personality at all! that is not to say a mirror would bring personality in my room though. i want a mirror because then i can see myself in my room instead of my mum's room. heehee.

totally unreasonable. for a moment i experienced deja vu. this felt so totally like secondary school days with danapal breathing down my neck "girl you need to cut your hair!" damn. but that was never as unreasonable as her today.

"cut your hair or tie it up?"
"cut"
"then cut by today"
"but.."
"cut by today"

damn it and thus i went to cut it just now.

D-A-M-N not even danapal had that power over me.

TODAY IS MY BIRTHDAY!

2006-09-14T19:12:00.000+08:00

today sharissa and dazzle gave me this long list, 101 reaSons why they LOVE me! and i really found some hilarious. like

3. because her hair is very thin thin, very wet wet, and is very nice nice
11. because she has fantasies about bald man (eh because they ARE HOT. LIKE ZIDANE BECKHAM MATTHEW FOX ETC)
14.because she want to smell like a sexy guy (CORRECT BECKHAM IS DAMN SEXY)
15. because she thinks she is candywoman (...!!!)
19. because she is DAMN funny (yes)
20. because she is DAMN cool (yes)
21. because she is DAMN hot. (yes!)
32. because she wants to steal dazzle's boyfriend HANDS OFF! (EH DAZZ IS U HANDS OFF OKAY!)
52. because her friendster pics all DONT LOOK LIKE HER
and
.
.
.
101. because its her birthday today!

Some are really too personal to put up. especially with what dazzle's a and sharissa's sleeping. so i left them out! *smirks

today went to eat STICKY CHEWY CHOCOLATE ICE CREAM and something real hilarious happened while we were eating. said person in mind actually messaged!! omg that was real funny.

so i wanna thank everyone and every single one who messaged me or wished me happy birthday! too tedious to mention names le and you guys know who you are! THKS LOADS!

i wan to get a new bag! (seriously kind) and i wished a birthday wish today that was pretty unexpected. if it happens, or when it doesn't, that i'll tell everyone what that wish was. =)

and oh, i'm gonna cease blogging already. just until after promos. watch this space.

p.s. sharissa dazz diane : REPLIED!

EVERYONE LEFT ME ALONE TODAY

2006-09-13T18:50:00.000+08:00

Your EQ is 187

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.

What's" Your EQ (Emotional Intelligence Quotient)?

guess what it means? it means that i've cheated on it. haha. my real EQ is 130+.

and i didn't really mug. okay i completed my lit exercise, and that's all. talked on phone with my friend for 45 mins, then after that went off to meet another friend. i bought my mugging drink again. =) !

its the morning that makes me so unique today, and i am not a weirdo. okay!

edit:

I AM NOT WEIRDO LA.

weirdo.

shhh. listen

2006-09-12T22:33:00.000+08:00

i've been wondering. absence makes the heart fonder, or out of sight, out of mind?

it is plainly subjective, i guess.

i just realised that there are some songs in my itunes that i've never heard before, i have about 1200 songs in my itunes. heehee. gotta take my time to slowly listen to all. and i have only 250 songs in my ipod.

anyway i've embarked on this theme thing i must do everyday. the "man of the day" in my phone wallpaper everyday. there must be a new man each day. and of course there are requirements to be met. some requirements are very obvious. haha.

anyone has any hot man to recommend? =D

GP - What you want to know when you need to know it

some people do try too hard, don't they?

feel so wrong to feel so right

2006-09-09T23:22:00.000+08:00

this is what i want, and what i am going to get on monday! yes, call me crazy, but hey, this is the DAVID BECKHAM SPRAY! and yes i know, the producers are simply banking on his name to prey on young silly girls who are so mad over DAVID BECKHAM. but hey, i'm willing to be exploited by them =)

i have a mugging drink, and 3 mugging shirts! haha and melanie laughs at them. =(

purple socks with mr shuffle

2006-09-08T19:28:00.000+08:00

there's this unsettling feeling in my stomach. it makes me feel like eating nothing. nothing outside that is. it started from yesterday, and continued well into today. but hey, i just finished dinner.

now i'm waiting for my pw mates to send me their wr, so that i can collate and send it to ms yeo by tonight.

somehow i hate to see people mugging, it gives me the creeps, and i get overcompetitive, or i would just look at them condescendingly, and give up on trying to study. it proves that i cannot study outside anymore.

my point is, studying outside with your friends is actually a very shallow thing to do. you might study outside with your friend often, but when it comes to the actual exams date, or approaching that, everybody just clams themselves up in their own houses and in the end, its the mugging-by-yourself-at-home thing that saves us.

it boils down to fighting for your own survival by yourself, in the end.

because everyone is busy fighting for their own little spaces in the big big scary world, you find it hard to find your true friends. stay true people, stay true to what you are.

quoting from rui-en from ytd's SI, "stay true to yourselves people, and don't ever sell out, you'll find that it isn't worth it in the end"

i'm not going to go out this weekend. i'm going to stay at home, and reflect. and drink up my 1.89 litres of blackcurrant juice again.

P.S. anyone who is thinking of buying me present for my birthday i have just one request, I WANT THE DAVID BECKHAM SPRAY OKAY!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MR LIN!

2006-09-07T23:54:00.000+08:00

P.S. I'm still not over you. -RIHANNA

now that's an emo song. but hey, i'm not in the mood to be emo-ing (neither do i have a reason to) but i think it is unsuitable for some people. particularly those who can relate to it. gee.

okay as promised, alvin LIN YAO LIANG's pictures! and HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY! to that boy!

these pictures were taken by our very own budding photographer mr ou yang! and yup, he's the guy that can fight with me for the crown in the art of being sacarstic. but of course, i win =)

and then, somehow joelle and alvin just DO NOT WANT TO take photos together? why huh huh huh tell me?! but AHHAH! joelle i snapped a pic of u drinking milo!

see it doesnt look so bad huh? and okay to be fair i will post pics of all 4 of us ok.

there! silly young boy.

wow i bet i was looking at the food (food wasnt very nice la only salmon is like woah) now i feel like eating salmon again. a lot. =)

the yellowly fingers wriggled towards me, seemingly to draw me into them. i stare in horror, then shaking myself out of the trance, quickly took a butcher knife and chopped the fingers up. chop chop chop, all that was left of it was a pile of dust, and a very relieved eling. now all she has to do is to pick up the pieces, and walk home. alone.

my yellow orange ornaments

2006-09-07T21:02:00.000+08:00

what has been bugging me for ages, has finally seem to come out clear. i finally understand why is it that we cant get along. there has got to be some sort of fissure, a crack that always exist in our friendship.i must make it clear, it is not the crack itself that i cant stand, cracks are always inevitable, it is the catalyst that i absolutely abhor.

so if you were me, you would know to withdraw from this. this is simply none of my business. i have no wish to get involved. but i got a glimpse at it, now i am at a loss.

this is something that i really really hate. call me a perfectionist, but i have no desire to witness any cracks in any relationship. you gave me a glimpse at it today.

i shall stop elaborating at it, there's nothing to benefit anyone anyways.

go on, make me die to tell you what i did today. but somehow today brought about new developments. new changes, i feel optimistic all of a sudden. but of course, remind me of what happened earlier on.

but thank you, for sensing it.

p.s. pics of ALVIN LIN YAO LIANG (the b'dae boy on 4th sept) will come next.

yes. yes. my dear.

2006-09-05T19:26:00.000+08:00

the theme for today? dont read so excessively, esp on the internet.

today i took the lift up and down my house for a grand total of 10 times. and i walked the same stretch of path for 6 times.i met the same person 3 times. this has got to be a record, usually i would just take the lift 2 times a day? once to go out to sch, the other when i'm going home. today was a special day. a specially weird day.

gosh i am just dying to tell dazzle sth! cos i know she won't judge me when i tell her, unlike some other people who will (confirm!) go like "hmmmmmmmm" so dazzalyn de cruz where are you?!

today i slacked the entire day! and watched pride and prejudice. well basically i would fear for the guy's sexuality if said guy should come say that he actually loves PnP. there's nothing wrong with the movie though, i thought it rather brought out faults of lizzie's family. and the superficiality of them.

waaa im bursting to tell somebody something!

ok he is back.

2006-09-04T21:39:00.000+08:00

from now on i shall name everything that i have, so that i will appear to have more friends. like my Frank, Franklin, Frankson. they're my erasers btw. and i shall name my bag as well, i shall name it Yelsa. or mabel. or jeslyn. it's a girl's name, because it usually gives me a headache when it's heavy. ohh sexual innuendo.

i can name a lot of other things as well. stuff like my shoes, my books, my pens!, wow. i will have so many friends then!

okay enough. today was really useless, physical geog really does nothing to perk me up. the only highlight was that the moment i came online benedict came to tell me that Steve Irwin (the croc hunter) died. and thus now i have a turtle on my nick. for more about his death go here

and in case you guys haven noticed, my tagboard is back. i haven thought of a name for him yet. (yes he shall be a he). so carry on tagging then! haha.

sometimes i wonder, if that had never happened, i wouldn't have met all those that i had (have), and i wouldn't learn to appreciate stuff, and of course i wouldnt have developed an interest in this. uh huh.

you know when i'm really bored

2006-09-03T22:38:00.000+08:00

that is when i am online for the whole day, do nothing but stare at the computer screen for hours, determinedly ignoring the work in front of me, feeling so tired up to the point where i actually want to blog again.

yeah, that's how bored i am.

but i'm not going to stay at home much during this week. in the hopes that i will actually abandon the computer and "study", i will go out everyday this week. so anyone wants to date me? just call my friend at 90925314, and she will arrange a date with you.

i need new songs in my life, anyone to introduce them to me?

it occured to me, that this week will just flash by again. seriously. before anyone of us know it, this week will go by, yet again. so let's treasure this week for, for, for what again?

i hope i'm not so bored to the extend that i will go play maple. oh, no, please.

IF YOU WANT TO "TAG" JUST POST COMMENT.

2006-09-03T17:56:00.000+08:00

changed the blogskin, and took away the tagboard because it was spoiling my blogscape. so if you want to "tag", just post comment!

another person: hey that's not the truth!
me: since when anyone ever spoke the truth?

the rise and fall

2006-09-02T21:00:00.000+08:00

somehow its hard for me to blog. i cant think of anything that i would like to blog about. i remember how i used to blog everyday. the interest it brings to me, the every little thing that i do that i would blog about, all these things seem insignificant to me now. the only reason that i'm holding on to this blog, is that it is the only way that i stay contact with some people. i read other people's blog, and i keep up with their lives this way, but nobody ever said it would work forever. i am tire of this. i dont understand why i had knew that my live in mj would be hard, yet i still chose it. i even told my bro, i wanted to chose this path. i wanted to be so stressed out and get bad results and maybe even be retained. i wanted to go to the east everyday, and leave my previous life of being in the north east behind. i wanted to lose contact with my bowen friends. i wanted to go to mjc and know new friends. i had so much fun during orientation that i wanted to stay in spite of me getting 10 points. i stayed in mj even though i knew there was no chance of me getting that combi that i want. i didnt make the effort to research upon other schools to see if they offered my combi or not. i just chose mjc and hoped for the best. and almost everyone in a202 left, left for better places where they seemed to be having better times than we are. i guess i feel left behind. i feel abandoned by them (sometimes). and now i attend school everyday, some days i dread coming, other days i just feel the resignation. there never seem to be something for me to look forward to. i always feel as though i HAVE TO do it, not WANT TO do it. not everyone is cooperative in our class. we can discuss something for hours, only to have STILL some people do otherwise. why be in this class if you dont want to put effort into being in our class? other people dont do their part. you are in a class so it is your responsibility to do your duty, why cant that get into your head?all of us are striving towards the same things (mayb not for some) so why cant we cooperate and achieve it together? all i know is that i get sick, sick of this class of people who never seems to put any effort into really becoming a class together. let's just adopt the free class system and let all the cliques stick to themselves. there's really no point in grouping us into a class and expect us to put in the effort to becoming a real class because there are just some people who dont. with all that said, i must emphasis one point though. even though i said i pretty much hate to be in mj now i will not get retained. no point staying another year and experiencing the same shit again. i am grateful for some people in my class, not those that dont put in effort to become one, and i am grateful because apparently i belong in a school that produces pretty good results. though the journey to there pretty much sucks.

DO NOT BOTHER TO READ.

inspiration from rimjhim

2006-08-31T21:29:00.000+08:00

i've got this funny (and tedious) activity, as inspired from rimjhim. we were talking abt eye candy and crushes, and she said she once did an entire list of ALL the guys she ever thought was cute and had a crush on. from kindergarden up till now. this seems rather interesting, so i am going to do it somewhere soon. not on this blog of course. but selected people can request to see it. HAHA.

today was "be yourself day!" at MJC and my class had decided that we were in truth pioneers from Texas, the home of cowboys and thus all of us dressed up at cowboys and cowgirls. brokeback mountain, to put it simply. here are the pictures.

i swear, some of the other classes, arts and including michelle's sci class, dressed up with really good ideas, like wearing the masks as the scream, as pirates, as pink panter (there was really a real pink panter!), and flintstone. hahaha this is more fun than national day concert when some people dressed up in ethnic costumes. lol. i took pics with mel and darren, whose class dressed up as witches. haha.

hey sharissa i've got some pics that me and dazz took of you can i put them up? HAHAHA.

ohh no. no. no. no. no.

2006-08-30T22:16:00.000+08:00

today was a hilarious day for chinese lesson. all i remember was laughing and laughing. all that laughing must have gotten into my head, because i completely misjudged my time for geog test, i thought from 2.15pm to 3.45, well there were 2 hrs or so for me to finish my 2 DRQs and essay. and so i really took my time to answer all the qns properly. i even went to the toilet, when i was left with that last 16 m qn. and when i came back. ms yeo said "alright 2 mins left". it was when i realised my error in time judgement and i scribbled some nonsensical lines (4 to be precise) and handed up the paper. oh god. i had never passed any geog test ever since 1st 3 mths. and it shan't change. thaddeus i want 10 marks from you! hahaha.

JJ cd: bought!

2006-08-28T19:49:00.000+08:00

i failed chinese. i cant believe it! me, who had worked so hard to pull my chi grade frm a C5 (sec 1) to an A1 ( o lvl), now i am getting a U? damn. it damn well spoilted my mood for almost 2 hrs.

i bought the JJ cd today! and i think JJ rocks. that cd is kinda purple as well! so im gg to be obsessed with JJ for the rest of the week.

wait. PW interview on this fri. gasps.

is today a good day or a bad one?

messed up

2006-08-27T19:23:00.000+08:00

i feel messed up. i cant trust anyone. not here. i feel like eating bananas.

look at the stars

2006-08-26T21:14:00.000+08:00

one of the things that i miss the most. staring up at the night sky, the entire sky sparkling with bright stars, seeming to glitter and shine with endless energy. shivering in the night, with only a blanket, lying on the bench table, and simply admiring the stars. for they were really the most amazing sight. the one sight that i would never forget. i think i may have to just go back there one day, to witness that amazing sight again.

baby if you give it to me, i'll give it to you, as long as you want, you know I got it.

boy i think that i'm in love with you

sometimes i run, sometimes i hide

baby its you

even though the stars are blind

and i'm so sick of love songs, so tired of tears

and the moment that you wonder far from me, i wanna feel you in my arms again

i'll keep you my dirty little secret

i'm cold and i am shamed, lying NAKED on the floor

i'm NAKED, i cant fake it

oh wells just feeling bored. i am gg get that JJ cd on mon! actually wanted to get today but stupid us migrated from compass point to rivervale mall, and i didnt realise that until like 5 hrs aft we reached rivervale mall! so im gonna get on mon aft sch.

today was the 1st saturday in what seems like 1 months that i didnt have to go to the centre to teach the kids dance. i kinda miss it, i miss the silly saturdays that the 7 of us would meet up, dance the silly dance for about 100 times, then after that go to silly places to eat dinner. i miss the delicious PAOS there. the cool guys toilet that had the full length mirror. the cute kids there. the rolling of eyes that i will always give jeremy cos he was being dumb while dancing. the jioing of siewming "eh wan go buy pao?" "okay!". theresa and michelle simyee darren jacob angela siewming jeremy. okay. time to get to promos.

and that is why it is worthy for another showing in my blog

omg omg omg. lee hom is so sexy. swoons

beyond that purple green fence

2006-08-24T19:58:00.000+08:00

oh my life has been going on SO GREAT! so great that i can barely believe that it is true! i mean, i passed my econs case study test! 14/30! then my differentiation test! 17/25! then my econs externality test! 9/15! wow! i cant believe it! my life is going on SO GREAT! my geepee tutor was so concerned about me! she told me i had "thought in my compos and with participations in lessons i can develope that futher!" she is so concerned about me! and lit was so great, the presentation today, ALL of us contributed and our tutor said we did a great job! geog, our TMC project, we got like the best marks for it! WOW! MY LIFE IS GG SO GREAT! I FEEL SO PREPARED FOR PROMOS!

NOT.

actually, selected parts of it ARE true. ask me.

I-HATE-DURIANS.BLOGSPOT.COM

2006-08-20T20:11:00.000+08:00

i cant believe jacob is backing out on me. i mean. I-HATE-DURIANS.BLOGSPOT.COM is like what he suggested in the first place, and now he thinks that durians.are.okay.blogspot.com? how about a i-killed-jacob.blogspot.com?

and many things happened this weekend. but i am just too lazy to blog about it. anyw i liked saturday, because it was the CIP performance! all the saturdays that we've spent there, and OMG OMG THE PAO THERE WAS THE BEST! i swear i am gg back there someday to eat the pao again, anyone up for it? nvm i'll go back alone too. the kids are like the cutest there, and the weirest places that the 7 of us will go to after the practices were fun too. i shall miss it. but on the other hand, i shall appreciate having my saturdays free again.

and oh, true love and all that crap about there's someone made for you exactly in the universe, well its true. just look at amin and pangyu. ahh. true love.

shall answer my tag replies here:

simyee- jeremy reads my blog? HAHAHA CHARLENE YOU ARE SO DEAD!!
dazz- no way can JJ is like the best chi singer.. he's the best.. the best.. really.. he's the best..
charlene- you are so dead i just gave my blog add to jeremy to read and now he's gonna know! hahaha. and yeah, JJ is hot cos he can sing so well.
joelle- ya la ya la u rock like a ROCK LA HAHAHA and tt sat i took 80 went past ur sch rite and i saw hot guys again la! seriously.
jacob- NO. NO. NO SECOND THOUGHTS. i-hate-durians.blogspot.com ok!
farhan- erm mayb SA guys are hot but i cant tell tt from looking at you. HAHA KILL ME! yes JJ is hot! finally.
sharissa- yea man you're my girl. durians sucks!!
angela- -_- hahahahahaha

there! pictures! thx angela and jeremy!

jacob didnt blink!

oh man i was sweating like a pig

the girls are so cute! (all of us intended =) )

he's like the cutest kid there la. HAHAHA

ohh toilet photo!

jeremy and i have the same pose! hahahaha

pointing to um pangyu's.. ahem.

that BLING BLING

2006-08-17T21:44:00.001+08:00

somehow i feel that its time to tell my JC friends how I REALLY LOVE JJ LIN JUN JIE...!! okay mayb not.

HERE.
the topmost entry was sth that i blogged about last yr, where this classmate of mine kept nagging me about liking the most undesirable guys. (viktor krum and JJ..), so i blogged this entry to retort back to him. too bad he didnt read my blog. -_- oh this seems to be quite rampant in MJ now too huh. these stupid pple (dazz sharissa they all) kept laughing at the guys that i think are HOT. but the thing is, THEY ARE REALLY HOT WAD..??

charlene one day i must show u just HOW HOT THESE GUYS ARE!! then u wont think that jeremy is hot liao. seriously man, JEREMY=HOT=NO NO NO NO NO. psst he doesnt read my blog. =) and he is my dance partner. so i can say. HAHAHAHAHA.

joelle i must show u too! today was like the best lunch period in the library.

jacob, where's our i-hate-durian.blogspot.com?

okay i gtg. these 3 days will be busy!

JJ ROCKS JJ ROCKS JJ ROCKS

and the long holidays end.. like this

2006-08-13T19:50:00.000+08:00

i must really summaries my long holiday, the one mr lee told us to "treat it like a study leave". just so i can really tell myself that i didnt "waste" my time.

gah.

tues- aft econs test and maths consultation went to eat lunch with zhirong diane dazzle. then at night went to eat steamboat with siewming simyee jacob jeremy angela.

wed- stayed home and finished my chi work, my econs

thurs- went out with joelle!

fri- met dazzle zhirong to MUG in sch. studied, but left early cos my stomach was hurting

sat- met weijie in morn to mug maths, then met darren siewming simyee jacob angela jeremy for dance.

today- met sharvin marcus for mugging. that peabrain (sharvin) played such a lot of tricks on me today. i swear i am going to repay him back someday. someday, peabrain, when you least expect it, i am going to give you the biggest shock of your life. mark my words. in school. and we ate at pizzahut, then went over to swensens', where we ate earthquake!

and there's something seriously wrong with the crew at compass point. when they say ice cream TOPPINGS, ARENT THEY SUPPOSED TO BE TOPPED AT THE TOP OF YOUR ICE CREAM? well ours was discovered at the bottom of the bowl. like we had to dig it out like some scavenger hunt thingy. i thought it was damn hilarious that the waitress came with the icecream and a bottle of water, the kind of bottle where you can squirt something one, and she squirted the water into our bowl, where there's this container of dry ice. peabrain was like "hello i demand a $2 refund cos u poured water into my icecream". hahaha.

ok and that summaries up my long "study break". die. trust me when i say i mugged i just did a lil revision for my maths only. bye.

this is a durian day, what a durian day!

2006-08-12T23:05:00.000+08:00

what i did for today:
woke up at 10.30 to get ready to meet weijie to study at some ulu block near our houses. then at 3 went to friends centre to rehearse for CIP stuff. aft tt went bugis to eat. sticky chewy chocolate! grace we must go swensens'! then went home. HAD A GOOD DAY. =) TODAY'S JEREMY'S BIRTHDAY! charlene,its that black shirt guy's birthday! =p

and now, the topic for the day.

i swear, today, the thing DURIAN has been appearing around me. appearing in the form of that disgusting smell that some people like angela and siewming call fragrant, appearing en route to the centre today, with the 3 for $10! signs, and as if that wasn't enough, the poster, DURIAN CUM BLOCK PARTY has to appear at the bottom of my block. seriously. man and their durians. i remember, when i was young, i used to eat durians at my late grandfather's house in muar, m'sia. and i rmb tt i used to get that puking feeling whenever i eat, but i always thought it was natural to have that wanting to puke feeling. so i continued eating, until i was around pri 3, when i got wise, and stopped eating.

and can i mention, my bro has NEVER EATEN durian in his entire life? and he was the one who was constantly being bribed by my aunts to do so. "come ah-boy, i'll give you $2 if you come and eat the durian!". now, how fair was that? I who was never bribed to eat durian ate, and my brother who was always bribed refused to!

okay, tell me, tell me! that durian is the most delicious fruit on earth, and it is considered the KING of fruits in the tropical countries. tell me all you want, i wont believe. not anymore.

now i'm wiser. i cant stand the smell of durian now. seriously. its as though the smell of durian penetrates into your very soul, and taints it. the smell makes you remember all things foul and disgusting, the very things that one would like to forget. the smell stays in the air (and in your breath) after you finish eating, and while some pple might say drinking the water from the durian shells gets rid of the smell, well people, I BEG TO DIFFER. the smell of durian in the air and in your breath seems to almost have a life of its own, it can stay alive for hours, or days, it can infiltrate into other places, (i always know when my neighbours are eating durian, cos i get to smell it, wow, lucky me!) and it springs an unwelcomed surprise/shock to the poor unsuspecting human being who is talking to the durian-eater.

imagine mr durian-breath gushing out from mr durian-eater, exclaiming "hi!" to mr poor-unsuspecting human being. now that's what i'm talking about.

well, it is not to be said that i hate all things durian though. there's this one durian in singapore that i like. and i dont mind going to again and again. it is
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our esplanade! it is the hard work and brain child of our government to promote singaporea as a arts hub, and it costs several millions to construct. the plays held in the esplanade has to go through several screenings and auditions before it can be allowed to showcase in the esplanade itself, and that speaks for the immensely high standards that the government has imposed on the quality of the plays being shown in the esplanade theater.

well. what i've stated above about durians only applies to those who are durian-haters like me! as for those people who actually likes durian (eg angela siewming simyee benedict....) i hope you all can take it in good stride and accept the opinion of one who immensely dislikes durians! i wont stop you guys from eating durian when we're out, but i certainly wont stop taunting you guys when you all are eating any durian related stuff!

cheers people! =)

PART 4.

2006-08-11T00:31:00.000+08:00

this is getting tired. WHEN AM I EVER GOING TO FINISH? alright. i shall finish it TONIGHT/THIS MORNING.

but first, let me digress. i WENT OUT TODAY WITH JOELLE KWEK YUE JIA!! hahaha. watched click. and i cried la. told sharvin (he laughed at me and called me funny) told dazz she was like 0.0 told weijie and he was like "lucky i nearly only the part where he chase after his son right.." RIGHT.

then we went shopping! or rather. I went shopping. HAHA. bought a brown skirt and this killer white shoes! and i think i really shouldnt be set free with my nets card. i bet by this weekend all my money will be gone. -_- tmr meeting dazz and zhirong to mug, sat meeting all those funny! pple for dance sun meeting an idiot for mugging! okay let part 4 be the last part!

10. DAZZALYN

ohh look who is that!

aww its just dazzle! hahaha i really must post that first pic up cos its just so hilarious la! dazzle is a cute girl la. but lately she has been getting on my nerves. OK KIDDING! seriously. i mean, i can go crazy around her la, we can laugh at the slightest things.

but dont see her siao siao one leh, she can say really smart-sounding things in class one. i was kinda shocked when i heard what she said to the lit/geog teachers during tutorials. they sound so chim and smart! i couldnt hv thought of them. seriously.

11. BERNICE

i got to know bernice cos we were both in alhena 3 and 06A202!! hahaha she's almost as crazy as wadi i think. i always think of her as the very "on" girl, like she's always up for something! hahaha not like lazy pple like me who like to slack at home one. =)

now's she's at tp and i miss our class so much. and she recently got a bf (go see het blog!) HAHAHA. when are we gonna hv another meet-up again eh?

12. CHARLENE

charlene dun wan a spastic pic of her!

nah! i think u look good in this, while i look ugly la hahahaha. but what im gonna say is more important right!! so listen! char is a crazy poke girl which everyone likes! i still rmb last time when we used to take 89 to sch together, now she takes the mrt to sch, and dun even need to go into the open air. HAHAHA.

of everyone i miss charlene and shiqi the most cos they're like the craziest pple to me! i wanna meet up with them and hear all the gossips cos the last time i met charlene she had SO MUCH to tell me and i was just laughing all the way while hearing them. HAHA.

13. FARHAN

he's acting like he's really studying but i bet he was just thinking "what the heck am i doing? i am so stupid! i should nv have taken pcmg!" HAHAHA. ok la anyway he was my sec 3 4 classmate and i always thought he like to act smart cos he knew quite a lot abt all those sci stuff la. *pss i was jealous

and that day he just told me he knew of my stupid stuff in sec 3.... OMG. i am still reeling from the shock. IF YOU TELL ANYONE I WILL KILL YOU. basically that. got it?

14. GRACE

grace not only knows me, but also know my bro! i was like -_- the first time i knew. that i thought that i have to act really good ard her now if not she will tell my bro and my bro would tell my parents. HAHAHA. but i think she nv la. RIGHT GRACE U NV RIGHT?

so supposedly she's one of my ice cream buddies as well, but we've NV gone out for ice cream before la!! when ar when ar when ar??

15. JACOB

am i at the last already am i at e last alrdy? yay! ookay this is jacob at his worst imitations of 4'33! i swear he likes to do all these sorts of funny things.

he's very gentlemently la, like to ask pple if they would like him to carry their bags anot. realy. then i would look at him and think, $^^*($. HAHAA. ok sry im getting quite sidetracked here. JACOB, IF YOU WANTO BE MORE GENTLEMANLY, BRING TISSUES OKAY? hahahahaha. ok and i think he is a great guy so if anyone want his no his no is 9690801-guess the last no! HAHAHA.

i finished! i finished! congrats eling! and i am an entire week later than wad i promised the entry will turn out to be. HAHA.

PART 3.

2006-08-09T00:12:00.000+08:00

today was national day celebrations at MJC. not really that entertaining. only like the dance society's performance. had a good time laughing at galvin. after that was ECONS TEST. then went for maths consultation. SOH FAH NI. then went to eat at 85 hawker center near AHS with dazz zhirong and diane. aft that went home and bath and went out again to eat at marina bay steamboat with jeremy jacob siewming simyee angela. watched fireworks!

then walked.
and walked.
and walked.

then reached home. in short, my day today. =)

okay shall contd on with my post. ZHIRONG is so eager to know what i am going to post abt her. HAHA.

6. JOELLE

joelle's in SRJC.the girl on the left. we were studying partners before now. now she's like hardly studying with me alrdy. =( ok we haven met for the longest time alrdy. so joelle if you're reading this u know what to do!!

hahaha. she was in band together with me, and funnily, we were'nt in the same class at all in the 4 yrs in sec sch, but somehow we are close i think.HAHA. and i like to go shopping with her. hehe. good luck in SRJC okay. all the hot guys are there. LOL.

7. SHARISSA

ok as i can read from my tagboard. she's gonna kill me if i put an ugly pic of hers up here. AND I HAVE A LOT OF UNGLAM PICS OF HER. HAHAHA. but i choose this nice looking one lar. haix i am just so good sometimes. HAHA.

awwww so sweet. sharissa's on the right smiling! HAHA. i realised i didnt talk to her a lot during the 1st 3 mths. only aft that we become closer i think. she's a damn pro at knowing the right thing to do at the right time la. must be her disciple and learn from the master man. HAHA.

ok but sharissa is a good partner to BITCH with. somemore she can make us laugh unintentionally. and she thinks the guys i like are UGLY. sharissa you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong you're wrong .

8. ZHIRONG.

ok technically it was supposed to be jacob but he wants to be last ("save the best for last!")and zhirong is so eager to read abt her so i will exchange their postitions. =) save the earth man!

i got to know zhirong thru dazz and i think she's a friendly cute girl who makes everyone feel at ease instantly. because she can even stand dazzle's ...... OK DAZZLE I'M KIDDING. :D

zhirong's in squash! and every mon i will see her at training whenever i go to break. so that's a good thing whenever i see her. HAHA. and today i got to know a little bit more abt her abt what that guy she likes la and all that. HAHAHA.

9. LIAN KAI

liankai is being carried by sharvin! well i wanted to post his ezlink card pic cos it is damn hilarious looking. he was smiling this retarded looking smile a huge one and he had this VERY SURPRISED expression on his face picture wide looking eyes and huge smile and you would know what i mean.

liankai is my good friend..! we were in the same class from sec 1 until sec 4 all the way, and he is a funny guy who is very witty. you can see it in the comment he shoots back at you from both its quickness and its humor. serious. i always had fun quibbing with him BUT sometimes i get tired of argueing with him and then i would surrend. HAHA.

ok this shall be all for today! or tonight. or this morning! or whatever. just wanna post this nice pic that i got from angela!

hahaha the 2 small girls were so cute in their costumes! ok my death wish is to talk to the hot guy. THAT most recent hot guy. pls make my wish come true before killing me!-_- HAHAHA

PART 2.

2006-08-06T12:43:00.000+08:00

LOL. so zhirong wants to read her part quick! but i must mention, ZHIRONG UR NAME IS RIGHT AT THE BOTTOM OF THE LIST LA. hahaha. and i dont think i can write out all the entry cos i haven studied for econs yet. URGH. eek? jacob wants to go last. HAHAHA.

here goes!

2. BENEDICT

i think benedict is a real smart guy, and quite friendly la. i rmb a day before PAE ended, he was teaching me cos i had just scored a 1/15 on my maths test, i was so frustrated that i almost screamed at him. but he was so patient and didnt give up. AWW.

yes. he's a councillor now! yet he is scoring good grades for his subjects. i am SO JEALOUS. and during orientation i rmb he was the one entertaining me dazz and shiqi so that we weren't so bored listening to all those LONGGGGG talks in LT5. HAHA. alhena rocks!

3. JUN HUA MY IDOL!!

okay first of all let me explain WHY junhua is my idol. that time we went KBOX, and he sang jay chou's feng. it was so... so.... idyllic. that i immediately declared him my idol. HAHA. and i think he enjoyed that la cos i was his only fan! so dont call me to blow wind at u. :/

junhua was my sec 1 and 2 classmate, now in SRJC. he's a great guy with a great personality and a great sense of humor and a great voice to boot! anyone interested in knowing him? his number is 966834... HAHAHA.

4. ANGELA

HAHAHA this pic is just the cutest. angela is my fren that i've made just ard 5 mths ago. but i think she's a cute and sweet girl cos she is just so angelic. HAHA ok that was lame. anyw with angela we can just go crazy. like calling her name repeatedly while gg up the sprial staircase in sch. =)

i love singing with angela, and exchanging songs with her on msn cos her downloading speed is the fastest. and she is always using lyrics from songs to blog or as her msn nick. HAHA.

5. SIM YEE

simyee is a dance freak! HAHA. she can just go into a sudden spurt where she will sudden dances. and leave the rest of us staring. HAHA. and when she eats western food ar.. HAHA

she has a huge house, and a cat called ah KUM, which i mistook for another name of the enemy of cats. HAHA.

ok that shall be all for today! am gg out to mug for econs test already.

PART 1.

2006-08-04T21:56:00.000+08:00

okay as jacob! says, "eling i'm so looking forward to what you'll write about us" (or sth to that effect ) . so here i am, im about to start part 1 of the post! think i will write abt 1 person first. sorry la cos im tired from today. =)

1. MELA-KNEE =) (my knee)

melanie is a crazy girl who has a high pitch shrill laughter. she has a lot of ROXY stuff, and... she likes to drink caramel frap. but i think java chip frap is better. =)

I DONT HV A SOLO PIC OF MELA-KNEE. SO JUST LOOK, SHE'S THE "CUTEST" GIRL THERE AND HOLDING THE FLOWERS. this pic was taken aft the choir concert, where i spent the duration totally engrossed in the songs. cos they were nice. hahaha.

mela-knee and i like to eat SUSHI. rmb the unsastifying sakae who had? i am sure going to go back to eat sakae soon. eating so little of it really made me realise that i WAN MORE. she's really CUTE lar. she is like a small hamster who goes twit twit twit i feel. omg she's gg kill me.

this is gg to be short. straw-ber-ri! princess plaster! erasers!

ok im left with 14 more. HAHAHA.

I'm not going to lie

2006-08-02T21:07:00.000+08:00

okay so far the people who have tagged are.....

mela-KNEE (my knee)
benedict??
jun hua IDOL
angela =)
sim yee /eee
joelle/YUE JIA
sharissa rocks
jacob!
lian kai *big smile :D
dazzle the razzle
bernice/ber-ah
CHARLENE
farhan/ loser hahaha
grace =)
zhi rong *hihi!

so the tagging experiment shall STOP. hahahahaha. i am going to need time to write the entries. so i promise.. the entry shall be up by SUNDAY.

oh ya. i love my class A302. Similarly, I am an astronut, and i live in the North Pole.

studied with farhan today. OMG. he knows all the stupid stuff abt me in sec 3 and 4!! OMG.

A Controlled Experiment.

2006-07-30T14:53:00.000+08:00

okay. this is a controlled experiment.

Anyone reading this entry, can gimme me a tag on my tagboard [the one on the left of your window] and i shall reply in my next post by posting a pic of you and dedicating a paragraph of my entry to you!

So, anyone up for it?

start tagging! =)

I SPENT ALL MY MONEY TODAY

2006-07-29T21:05:00.000+08:00

today met melanie to go study today. and i spent all my money today! we bought stupid stuff at popular, then at starbucks, then at cold storage, then went over to rivervale mall, where we ate unsatisfying sakae, then we bought stupid stuff at the bookshop there!

oh and anyway i bought this 1.89 litres peel fresh blackcurrent and cranberry juice!

dont laugh ok! this juice rocks my socks.

anyway i must complement ms yeo. i sent her my EOM on thurs night, ard 8 or 9 i think, and on fri morn 7.15am she sent it back to me EDITED alrdy!! how efficient can one be?

even though i dont like her much, oh well i must admit that's a good thing she did.

on this coming monday, i shall have a lot of things to give pple! so exciting! hahahaha

2006-07-27T16:35:00.000+08:00

i dunno why, i just get that feeling. i just. and it makes me so hard to be the true me. those few times that i really thought i was being me, never seems to come through around the people now.

i am approaching the point that i think i will need to explode. either that, or i'll get out of school.

give me a 30 storey building now.

what a lie, what a lie

2006-07-25T17:46:00.000+08:00

Its funny, how within a year, you can feel such differences. Perhaps the circumstances were different at that time, perhaps the friends were different, perhaps even the adults were different. But it all comes down to this. It will never come back.

I hate hypocrites, and that especially goes to you.

Meanwhile, I've made a decision. Sacrifice all enjoyment, all pleasure. I want to prove to you that I am not what you think me to be. I will.

Afterall, the comments that came from you are totally unjustified, and totally bimbotic like. You think you really know me? I'm sorry, that was a wrong judgement.

I hate you. And you would do well to stay away from me.

To end it on a slightly happier note, fuck you.

so i wont hesitate no more, no more

2006-07-23T21:56:00.000+08:00

it cannot wait, i'm sure..

sure, life's tough.
and its not always, that things go your way.
so dont think it always will.
don't wait for things to go your way.
MAKE things go your way.
you gotta work for it.

i'm picking up, after the terrible mid years. It sure doesn't help that i'm being told teachers think i am slacking off and seem distracted in class. Reflecting back, maybe i am disruptive in class, maybe i give the "i dont care" attitude in class. But i assure you, I DO CARE. i do my work, and i pay attention. Where have i been slacking off at? I hand up all my work.I even pester people to help me in my maths tutorial, which i totally didnt in the past. Even more so than some people i might say. I thought it was terribly unfair for the teachers to say that.

But nevermind. Any comment is good comment. It just goes to show that the teachers are concerned about me, and that they just want me to do better. I shall take it in that direction.

Change of topic.

Well look at that! see the juxtaposition between a small guy carrying a bigger guy!

and I DROP down down down..

2006-07-22T22:53:00.000+08:00

I'm in a good mood. did damn lot of things today la!

woke up at 8 to go cut hair with mum and sis, reached home about 10am.
took a nap from 11.30 to 12, then hurriedly woke up to bath and go out
took 88 to pasir ris interchange, then took mrt to aljunied. from 12.30 to 1.15pm
then i waited half an hr for simyee's taxi to reach and went to friends centre!
watched the pre sch kids danced, they were SO CUTEEEE!
left at 4, to meet my 2D class at punggol.
first i took 158 to aljunied mrt, then i took 80 to kovan mrt, then i took NEL to punggol station, then i took LRT to coral edge.
then found them.

hahaha i missed them la, from our chalet till now. which reminds me, i still owe my idol and edmund $$. =)

doing the geepee grpwork thingy, made me discover BATTLE ROYALE. its a perverse jap movie. supposedly, in the new millieum, the youngsters in japan has become so rebellious that the govt has to go to extreme measures to discipline/deal with them. so every yr a class of nine-graders (15 yrs olds) are sent to a island, where they would be forced to kill each other off within 3 days. the last one standing would be accepted back to the society.

of course, there are other things that makes the stay in the island exciting. for example, each student has to wear an electronic collar on their necks, and after they are let out onto the island, if no one is killed within the first 24 hrs, the collars will automatically denote by itself. which meant someone would be killed anyway. those kids would hv to kill each other.

in the trailer, the teacher killed the first kid cos she was whispering. and later he said "i'm not supposed to kill, am i?"

urgh. MEDIA VIOLENCE. imagine if it were to be screened in s'pore. the ratings would be like NW35 ( NO-WAY for 35 and below) or sth liddat. BUT. its screened in youtube la.

feel like watching it? go on. just dont get influenced by it and start killing pple can already.

The beginning of the end.

2006-07-20T15:29:00.000+08:00

O.M.G.

*now can you tell me what i've been doing all these while?

Now, tell me what was it again?

2006-07-18T18:15:00.000+08:00

DELETED that last entry. Because it would be inappropriate to keep it in my archives for days (months) to come.(okay junhua?)sorry to those who got offended and thanks to those who told me to chill. =)

CHINESE ORAL. it was about whether you would feed stray pigeons and cats. I was like, WTH?

this morn house meeting, i reached like 7.50, then jeremy told me it was over (already!). i was like, WTF?

well the rest isnt significant, either that, or i'm not telling.

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tell me again why do i feel my heart beating this way whenever i see you?

TO MR JACOB THAM

2006-07-14T18:22:00.000+08:00

*ever since the love letter that I've written for ZINEDINE ZIDANE there have been some other people requesting for "love letters" as well. So I am dedicating this entry to MR JACOB THAM ER-LUN cos he asked for it!!

To Mr Tham:

My first impression of you, in the 1st three months, when our class first met for compass lesson, was when you introduced yourself as "I am Jacob and I am not GAY!!". You can very well imagine my reaction to that statement huh. Also, you even played the role of Cinderfella in our lit play, so i just had to put this picture up.

Now, don't come about killing me! This picture came from YOUR PHONE btw Jacob. Don't you think you make a pretty good bride?

You are a crazy kiddo no doubt. I have prove for that. Just see,

You can be super crazy, and super moody. I think everyone will agree with me.

Erm, what else can i say?? You like to act cool you like to act smart you like to act handsome? Well sorry NO THEY DO NOT APPLY TO YOU. hmm.

OH WELL JACOB THAM. smile!!

I JUST REALISED. OMG

2006-07-13T23:12:00.000+08:00

I DUNNO WHY, BUT EVER SINCE A FEW YEARS BACK, THE GUYS I THINK IS HOT ALL HAVE SHAVEN HEADS. AND ALWAYS PPLE COME UP TO ME AND TELL ME THEY ARE NOT HOT!!

SERIOUS!!

I GIVE EXAMPLES:

1)MATTHEW FOX

I USED TO BE A HARD CORE FAN OF LOST. I WOULD WATCH EVERY THURS AND DISCUSS IT WITH MY FRENS AFT TT. (AND SWOON OVER THE GUYS TOGETHER) BUT IT SEEMS LIKE THIS SEASON I'VE LOST THE INTEREST IN IT. BUT I STILL THINK HE'S HOT.

2) THE GUY WHO PLAYED VIKTOR KRUM IN HARRY POTTER 4!!

THIS IS THE ONE WHO GOT CRITICISED BY EVERYONE WHO KNEW ME!! PLS PLS PLS I DONT CARE HE IS OLD ( COMPARED TO THE REST HE IS RELATIVELY YOUNG ALRDY!) HE IS JUST ATTRACTIVE CAN. DONT TELL ME CEDRIC IS HOTTER COS HE DIED ALREADY!!

3) AND OF COURSE, ZINEDINE ZIDANE

LIKE MY LOVE LETTER TO HIM IT DOESNT MATTER HE'S OLD IT DOESNT MATTER HE'S BALDING OR NOT IT DOESNT MATTER HE HEADBUTTED SOMEBODY. I JUST LOVE HIM.

WOW. =)

THAT'S THE END. AND JACOB UR "LOVE LETTER" WILL BE THE NEXT ENTRY!

THIS IS SHARVIN!!!!!

2006-07-12T00:08:00.000+08:00

AS YOU CAN SEE I'M A GREAT ARTIST AND SHARVIN IS A LOUSY GUY. HAHA.

To Zinedine Zidane

2006-07-11T20:29:00.000+08:00

Dear Zinedine,

I am Eling Tan, a fan of yours. I know this will sound pretty much foolish to you, but I fell in love with you right when I saw it playing on the soccer field. Which was only during the soccer finals, when I caught sight of you on the camera. Your dashing good looks attracted my attentions, and it made me stay up for a while more, to catch you on action.

And i must say, even though you did a headbutt on this Italy guy (which i bet was SO accidental), and got a red card and sent off the field, I still believe that you deserves that Most Valued Player that they have bestowed on you.

Look at it, this is just so accidental! You were running, and that Italy player just came up to you, and of course you guys collided! Why would you purposely do a headbutt on that player, and jeopardise the very last match that you were going to play?

And that red card! My heart crys for you at that picture.

The girls in my class, all insist that this Brazil player, KaKa is more cuter and that my taste is lousy, for thinking that you are hot. But rest assured, that i DO know my own taste and preference, i definitely think you are the one for me!

They tell me stories of you balding, which was the reason why you decided to cut all of your hair, but i beg to differ! I know the reason why you cut all your hair, obviously you have more confidence then the average guys, who would rather DIE than to cut all their hair, i know that you CHOSE to cut your hair, for it would aid you in playing your games.

Because you can pull this haircut off and all the other guys are jealous, now they're telling me that you are TOO OLD. Well i guess those people doesn't know that France has an ageing population. But i dont think you are too old, instead, you are mature, and definitely the key to my heart.

So I am writing this letter to you, because, in spite of all the obstacles that are lying in front of us, I know that we will make it through, because i have trust in you.

This is so accidental!

My heart will forever cry and break at this picture =(

Yours sincerely
Eling Tan

*disclaimer-here abovewritten is my own personal feelings! if you have nth nice to say pls dont say! i sent this letter to Zidane too, do you guys believe!?

and i'd would never cease to let go

2006-07-10T18:55:00.000+08:00

WHOLE OF MY LEFT LEG WAS/IS STILL ACHING NOW. due to the cold weather that we have today, its just sth i think occured whenever it rains or sth. or i've drunk too much cold water. anyway its just aching and hurting, i even had to limp home aft i got down the bus.

no chi today, went to century sq aft eating a HUGE pao in sch to eat prata! i've a feeling that we'll be frequent patrons of tt roti prata shop. then went with Sharissa to buy her photo album for her fren. Well i suddenly have this thought, gentlemenly guys arent sth that i've really have the privilige to be exposed to.

Anyway. In my Geepee essay i had like 4 especially marked out to be as "run-on sentences". I guess this means my sentences were often too long and it has too much elaborations in it huh. So i've made a new resolution in order to save my Geepee grades, will make much shorter sentences in order to prevent mistakes.

I lead my life by cravings and instincts. When i crave for something, i will HAVE to have it no matter what. I remember Sakae Sushi, KFC, Chocolate Ice-Cream, now DOUGHNUTS, a some of my cravings. And i remember Joelle, Alvin, SiewMing, my Ice-Cream Buddies as some of those helping my sastify my cravings.

Still rmb tt time me and Joelle went to J8 to meet alvin for sakae, then we discovered tt Rivervale Mall had dinner buffet, so we rushed down all the way back to SengKang just to have that dinner buffet.

What's wrong with H2 lit may i ask?? Cos it just seem to me that we do MORE of movie-watching than actual discussions during lectures! Well 1st 3 mths we watched SHAKESPEAR IN LOVE, which, erm, well to those that watched it, we should know, *grins. Then when JAE started we watched SENSE AND SENSIBILTY, and now this gruesome show BAND OF BROTHERS. it is really gruesome. like the soldiers could just die, or lose their leg in the bombings, and the bloody leg is shown to us. urgh.

Anyway.last sat i had this craving for DOUGHNUT!! so i asked jacob to help me see if there wad any. and he bought it! but haha i ate like half of it, then HUNGRY SIEWMING ate the rest of it. so ytd i went to buy!

awww its the current wallpaper on my phone now and it shall stay. =)

*EOM's first draft is handed in!

[sometimes? ] I do wear make up
[x ] When I walk by mirrors, I cant help but look
[sometimes] I love pink..
[x] I have cried at a movie theater
[x] I love chocolates
[who doesn't? ] Getting flowers makes me smile
[ ] I've wrecked a car
[x ] I can put mascara on without opening my mouth
[??? ] I'd do anything for him
[ ] I love cuddling
[ ] Johnny Depp is sexy
[ ] Gotten Detention
[x ] If I have to dress like a... to get your attention, then forget it buddy
[x ] I love to laugh
[ ] I've flashed someone/some people
[ ] I've skinny dipped
[ ] I like Rock
[ ] I like rap
[ ] I like Electronics/techno
[most of the time ] I carry a purse everywhere
[x ] I carry my cell phone at ALL times
[ ] I do own a spice girls CD
[ ] I also own a Britney Spears CD
[ ] I play hard to get
[??? ] Boys are fun to tease
[ ] Football is boring
[x- and more =) ] I love athletic boys
[ ] I love rockers
[both! ] Hot guys are better then sweet guys
[both! ] Sweet guys are better than hot guys
[ ] I prefer sweet hotty guys.
[ ] I've been called a tease
[ ] Lip gloss is WAY better than lipstick
[ ] can't leave the house without makeup
[ ] I'm a bitch. Deal with it.
[ ] I play video games, even when there are other people around
[x ] My friends are the best, and they're important to me

and that's because i'm BORED.

and the sun goes down in parkway parade

2006-07-08T22:59:00.000+08:00

today went DANCING with siewming jacob simyee, and other kids. seemed like having child care centre la. siewming seemed esp tired/sian today, and she said she was tired cos simyee kept repeating the song and kept doing the dance moves over and over again. haha. i felt SUPER GIDDY cos we kept spinning ard la. tt and combined with the fact tt my contacts were super dry i totally felt like closing my eyes and gg to sleep towards the end of the dance.

aft tt we went to PARKWAY PARADE!! MY VERY FIRST TIME GG TO PARKWAY PARADE!! and we saw sharissa there. haha she congratulated me cos ytd she was just telling diane tt they gotta bring me to PP someday cos i've nv been there before. hahahahaha now i can say i've been to parkway parade!!

ytd aft sch i went to century sq with DAZZ MELANIE. dazz was super enthu abt this particular restaurant at century sq and the way she described the food made me totally felt like drooling and my stomach was rumbling by the time 39 reached tamp interchange so we went to eat. and we left the place super full.

i finally bought my super cheap and nice socks!!! finally!! like aft searching for it at kovan on thurs. didnt hv the shocking pink color one la haha although i told dazz i WONT get it. LOL. yala i know im super cheapo but im sure those socks wont spoil aft 3 washes UNLIKE SOMEBODY RITE. HAHAHAHA.

tonight i'm going to finish my EOM. and econs. then i'll jump down the building. HAHAHA

you watch the SUNSET. NO?

2006-07-06T21:21:00.000+08:00

i repeat. i DO NOT NEED THAT. I DO NOT NEED THAT LOOK. I DO NOT WANT THAT LOOK. I HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO WISH TO SEE THAT LOOK. so get ur bloody fucked up face outta mine.

and this is getting real sick. ok throw it out of my mind.

if i say i honestly expected to fail all my subs, like UUUU (i wld much prefer FFFF), well maybe i would be lying. i mean, i think probably everyone says that they're gonna flunk every sub, but secretly, they're just hoping for a miracle to happen, that they're gonna pass the subs with perfect grades, so they can go around telling all their friends that "hey i didnt study/hey i thought i would fail but thank god i passed!".

so. i admit i am one of them. but faced with the reality that i already failed my geog and econs. well. it is amusing. someone told me this before

"i nv failed so much/at all before in my entire life before stepping in to JC"

this is freaking true.

aft sch today i met melanie and went kovan! original objective was to "see see look look" BUT didnt actually SAW any la. but LOOKED quite a bit. hahahahahah.

u know what i should do? i should do like a top 10 hottest guys/girls list of MY OWN. AND THE PICS WOULD BE LIKE UH HUH UH HUH UH HUH UH HUH. wa damn shoik only typing U and H all the way. alright i shall do it sooon.

gg youtubing again. shall watch till 11 or 12 bah. gahh. hahahaha. =)

TMR IM GG KBOX WITH ANGELA THE NOOB AND I WANNA SING CAO GE'S SUPERWOMAN!! AND JJ'S SONGS!!

and thank you, goodbye

2006-07-06T11:42:00.000+08:00

I GOT A FREAKING SUB PASS FOR MY MATHS!!!! AND EVEN THOUGH ITS ONLY A LOUSY SUB PASS I AM STILL HAPPY HAPPY BECAUSE IT MEANS THAT I AM ON MY WAY TO PASSING MATHS WITH "FLYING COLOURS" IN PROMOS AND A LVLS! SO DONT SAY ANYTHING TO BRING ME DOWN BECAUSE I HAD WORKED REALLY HARD AND THOSE PPLE WHO HAD HELPED ME I REALLY THANK YOU ALL!! LIKE JOELLE, WEIJIE, AND MARCUS!!

and back to school, got to settle with EOM and all that chi work and lit work. i've got to finish vidding on youtube, and that's all for now because i dont have much to say already. funny how back to school for the 2nd day, and the work starts piling up already. this term i resolve to have fun doing all these dumb stuff.

YOUTUBEYOUTUBEYOUTUBE

2006-07-04T00:45:00.000+08:00

just recently discovered the magic of YOUTUBE. i can watch movies and drama series and mtvs and all sorts of things as long as pple upload them. this sounds LAME but i've been chasing after this drama series thanks to joelle! hahahaha and owen is so shuai! lalalalalalala. and i've finished watching high school musical, that show that almost every girl i know exclaims over it and swoons over it (read:simyee!), so i just had to watch it to see wads really going on. and ya, it wasnt SO bad la. haha. besides, there's a lot of movies that's uploaded in youtube, only they're in parts of 10 mins each, and you have to load a lot of them, but since my internet connection speed isnt that bad i dont see why i shouldnt load them. =)

BUT. THAT GUY IN THAT DRAMA SERIES IS REALLY1000000000 SHUAI LA! of that swoony-hot-incredible intense eyes-brooding-nice body-musically inclined kind. you know, that kind that makes you go all awwwwwwwwww as they serade you with some romantic music that kind? O.M.G. I. S.O.U.N.D. B.I.M.B.O.T.I.C.

but look? isnt he just so...so...so...so...so... HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA. I BET JOELLE WILL LAUGH LIKE CRAP WHEN SHE READS IT.

thy great plan for today

2006-07-02T11:05:00.000+08:00

today-being the only day that i'm staying at home, dunno how come i didnt get into the sun at all these past 2 days and i still got sunburnt and body ache, i'm gonna stay at home and play maple and watch tv.

now until 1-mapling
1-until i sleep. tv maple com slack. and maybe read a bit of maths. and lit. and geog. and econs.

i could get used to this lifestyle.